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Sunday, June 20, 2004

wanna thank that person, for making me realise how important God is to me and how I cannot forsake Him simply because of my physical weakness and my choices. Really thank you for letting me see the true light in my life (i hope...haha) and letting me really go back to Him after my "quarrel" with Him over my A Level results....really wanna thank you and hope you see the light one day too and find urself in this messy world...God bless you.....

&

God bLesS mE....

Yesterday night, shared with Pastor whatever I shared with Weiyan....coz throughout the whole worship assembly, i felt very lifted, joyful and happy, though the tinge of guilt is still around...cried at every stop of the assembly, could have cried during the band worship too, especially at the 2nd song...but controlled very hard not to....and therefore played wrongly many a notes....haiz...haha....so cried during the prayers, sermon, hymns....etc.....sigh...im weak...and thats why i need God :P

Pastor wasnt the least surprise...coz i shared abit about me and this issue many months back.....and he gave me good verses from the bible....but my heart too mixed at that time so didnt remember them....hehe....but thank you Pastor...been a great listener...and thank you Weiyan for being there when I shared with Pastor....you have been there at the pits these week, thx alot :P

then went bowling with my army frens.....used the ball and pins to vent my frustration on.....sry bowling alley....haha

what frustrations do I have....haha...bottled for 2 weeks liaoz....decided to type it out only now coz dun wanna immediately i put down, u all will know what people im talking about....so write 2 weeks later where ive met countless people....haha....sMarT

its really pointless to drop in a line or two of kindness or lines with fake care in it when talkin to me...after countless paragraphs of irritable ignorance to me :P

like "how are you doing" with that kinda "smile" or "hi!!!" with that kinda fake "enthusiam" or that "what you doin" with TOTALLY-I-CAN-SENSE-IT fakeness.....

one person ill name out is my superior at work....aiyoh....breathing down my neck....and popping in to say "how's ur work?" like she's totally concerned about my well being....

please people! im a VERY sensitive person, if u dunno by now....mabbe u really BLUR...so let me spell it out once more....I can sense such things and im totally SICK & TIRED of them all.....no use showing concern and care when you dont mean it....im serious...i DONT WANNA u all to show me such actions.....instead, just ignore me like how people react when they are mad and dont feel like talking to the person they are mad with......

and Mag...im not talking about you here.....coz u have like totally done what ive said...ignored me....haha...no lah...not really :P
and dont get angry, not scolding you or anything....

and to the rest whom i were referring to....im just penning down my thoughts...not blaming u all...coz im numb to all these liaoz.....gonna ignore them...just concentrating on the things worth my noticing....

and Mag....sorry gotta post up here but just gotta let you know....u still mean alot to me and it hurts alot when u say im not that close to you anymore....i really love making new frens but when i make new ones, i dont forget my old ones....especially one thats at the top of my heart....so whenever you say things liddat i feel really hurt.....

yes, sometimes i may not talk to you much....but then, you oso got to take initiative to talk to me....cant always be me...coz im forever not in one place....hope you understand....but my heart's still in one place :P

actually, wanna pen down a song i wrote.....but spent an hour on this blog liaoz...so ill pen it down tmr....ciaoz!

the facts of life....
- 6/20/2004 10:18:00 PM

A long winded Life おれの広し秀明

Name: hiRosHi ~ jOsepH
Age: 21
Nicknames: jOjo ~ moJojOjo
Birthday: 30 July
MSN: hiroshijpop@hotmail.com

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I AM
- sensitive
- understanding
- emotional
- child-like
- hardworking
- friendly
- sociable
- good listener
- a thinker...
- warm
- cute!?!?! waha
- quite flamboyant
- highly perceptive...
- intellectual
- humorous / lame
- colourful

I LOVE
- singing
- World of Warcraft
- Naruto
- playing bass guitar
- collecting figurines
- reading comic strips and fantasy novels
- cookies
- Ben & Jerry's
- sushi
- S.H.E.
- Jay Chou
- drawing
- sleeping
- playing tennis
- Settlers
- myself ^<

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Dreams of a Young One 夢のだから

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1) Do well for my uni and apply for scholarship!
2) Get a LCD TV for my room
3) Upgrade my com...Sebas is helping
4) Get a new Ipod Video
5) Go to Japan for Holidays
6) Get Darker
7) Write more songs
8) Find the Right One, Mrs Saw anyone
9) Record my 2nd album
10) Lose some flabs!!!<

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斗牛。要不要 - Tank
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我不配 - Jay
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